I, Andrew Cruz, have my own blog now!

Moving.

2008-05-27T10:27:00.000-07:00

I'm in manila now. You know what that means! new look, new friends (sad, i miss you guys! you know who you are.), greater responsibility and challenge.

As early as now, im bombarded with lots of projects and surprisingly, I've been doing every single one!

La Salle has been great so far, I've met really good friends, got to see very attractive people!, experienceing life in the metropolis. Just earlier my friends and I went to SEX! (sinangang express!) haha, its quite near la salle but you have to cross the street and stuff.

Hopefully ill be learning how to take the MRT and LRT to watch the game between la salle and ateneo!

But somethings missing... I just don't wanna study, hopefully get good grades and graduate on time. I want to mature some more, because I think that I can still be a better person.

So I've decided to try out for TAPAT. Its a student council and I really hope and pray I can mature more here. I've met with some of the members earlier and GOD! they are sooooo cooool! and grabeh ka nosebleed sila, but it went well, I asked them some questions, had a few time to share my thoughts :D

It's 1:38 am and school starts at 1:00 pm! haha love college!

My Condo mates are sleeping right now and for some reason, I cant sleep at all!

I have a new hairstyle! share lang!

Miss you all and take care~

~All I see is green... I might get consumed... but I will always have a blue scar!~

2008-04-29T22:18:00.001-07:00

I love the editing of this! thank you *******

Russian Roulette

2008-04-29T09:39:00.000-07:00

It's 12:49 and i'm stilll awake~ haha decided to give poetry a try, so here it goes~

Will I be able to see your face,
Once we step foot in anew place?

Will you still remember me this way,
like when we talked once a summers day?

Will you give me the same smile you used,
that made me the man I am now?

The path for me now has been chosen
I just hope my heart won't get broken .

The sweet melodies of you in my heart,
are up for grabs in this new start.

I hope my feelings won't change
after all love is a game.

A thought I just had.

2008-04-28T06:33:00.000-07:00

Since it's my first time creating a blog, you guys Have to congratulate me! haha kidding.

Anyway.. I still don't know what to write.

I'll be leaving for manila soon. (May 7 2008)

I am both excited and scared. After all it IS college

Sometimes I still think if I really deserve to enter La salle.

I pretty much like this girl now! haha I know!

I still respect my Flag and my Faith.

I love my Friends.

I love my Family.

and most of all

I love God.

(introduction lang yan haha)

On the way to General Santos City, I had a lot of time to be alone with myself. (something i rarely do, cause I always have people around me :) )

So my soul left my body and started to travel into my memories. (aka. day dreaming)

and all I can say is this.

~I Have Matured~

I remember first quarter like it was just yesterday.

PSP, XBOX, Alone, Games and Holidays.

This was always my way of thinking back then.

I would go home right away and start playing Philippine Ragnarok Online

and it would give me pleasure till two in the morning.

and when I go back to school.

I would hang out with people I should not be with (this continued till the middle of second quarter)

Second Quarter came and suddenly my attitude started changing.
(I started making new friends, I lost my interest in "PRO" and started hanging out with the right people)

I thank Mika and Lem for this, for without them I wouldn't have been able to meet my other good friends.

Mika and Lem taught me to find friends who'd be there for you. (this maybe simple but this really changed me.)

I met new friends by the end of second quarter

Cess, Mikee, Windee, Joel, Tammy and Dan.

We even made a group called (H-E-M) -----> Mika, Lemuel, Noy, and Maia are in it too!

3rd quarter came along and I started hanging out with Joel, Mika, Windee, Tammy, Cess and

Mikee. These people changed my life dramatically in just 1 year

Joel - Made me conscious about my body, hairstyle and gave me negative comments all the time. this helped me be the Andrew who took care of his body. (hygienic)

Mika - Helped me be a better person by always pushing me to do stuff i would never use to do. (sample: He hits me in the head)

Windee - Shared with me her insights about love. I learned a lot from her. She was there for me.

Tammy - We aren't that super close but I guess she helped change me. She was there for me too.

Cess - I consider her my Older Sister because she taught me a lot about love, patience, and about God. (My faith in God grew stronger because of her)

Mikee - I learned a lot from his mistakes, and out of all the others, I find him to be the most "maturest" if there is such a word.

by the end of third quarter my friends noticed something about me.

They said that I changed so much (in a good way)

My hairstyle changed and I became more mature.

I told them a "certain girl from manila" pushed me to be a better person. haha

I'm guessing you know who this girl is.

Fourth Quarter began...

A new member was added to the "H-E-M" roster

Nicole Lopez - taught me how to think! haha (remember "THAT" girl from manila?)

Fourth Quarter for me was the defining moment of my High School life

New Hair Style

Best Friends

Freedom

and a lot more.

If I never met this people, I would still be Andrew the gamer haha!
(there isn't anything bad about gaming.)

That's why from the bottom of my heart I would like to thank them.

Mika, Lem, Cess, Mikee, Windee, Tammy, Nicole and Joel.

Thank you so much and I love you guys!